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7/31/09[7:49 AM]
i liked my dream, it was interesting
i'm not sure if i was seeing my dream through MY eyes though .
anyways, here's how my dream went (ima say it the way i rememberit; EXACTLY how i remember it):
my dad takes me to a club because he has a business meeting to go to .
so,
he lets me use his laptop to burn time
and at that very moment,
supermac from youtube was performing stand-up comedy with his friend
and after the show he came to me and said
"hey, why're you using my computer?"
then i explained to him that it was my dad's
and we started talking after that
then his friend came over
and they asked me if i ever care anymore
i replied "no, not rly" slowly
they got all ecstatic o________o"
and asked me again
so again, i replied "no..."
and then we jumped to a few years later
we were all 19/20/21
and i'd started caring again .
IT opened up..
and he noticed
so we grew farther and farther apart .
until i actually started fading away o.o
and because of me fading,
i went to his friend's
and in the front yard of his friend's place..
there was a do not enter touch sign
and so, being naturally curious,
i gave it a wee poke and i was teleported to this unknown land
and there...
in there.. were at least seven girls
TRAPPED
trapped.. trapped until they faded completely
the "unknown land" was actually his front yard,
just in disguise and cut off when his "front yard" ended
and then his friend had to grab you coincidently without seeing you to get out
and coincidently grabbed me
and told him how his friend felt
so we went to find HIM
we found him in a bar,
i asked.. why did he act the same way if he felt the different way
like putting his hand on my thigh
"little player tricks" is what he replied.
and so i left
and i ended up not ever trusting anyone and truly not caring about the world
but then i did have one friend that i could always count on,
the friend who grabbed out of the clutches of fading O:
then.. one day HE came back
and noticed i didn't care anymore
so then he started caring
using little tricks that didn't work
and so.. the years went by
i was moments from death, so the friend told me a secret
he told me that HIS soul had been divided into two,
that's why he seems so heartless when he's not
and then,
he told me that him, the friend, was part of the soul
the nice, warm, loving part
and told me that i nvr was actually hurt
because a part of him always loved me
because he told me that..
you can only save loved ones if they were ever trapped in "The Sign"
and so.. i died
right then and there
no to say a word,
let alone take a breath .
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Joanna Chen, short name: i'd like if you'd remembered it !
I'm a realist / an
ENFP
100% Taiwanese / soCal, born and bred.
My catchphrases: "si" and "nup".
Me gusta escribir en espanol.
I LIKE WRITING IN CAPS.
music = everything.
I really enjoy catching up with people. So if you're reading my blog because you haven't talked to me recently, you should just talk to me!
I love too many movies to list any.
Hayden Christensen, Leonardo DiCaprio, Rupert Grint ♥
Grey's my favorite colour.
I'm a proud Ybarra Bear & now a Rowland Raider !
Never judge a book by it's cover.
Stand up for what you know is right, even if you're standing alone.
Carpe Diem. Carpe Noctem.
Carpe Omnious.
- one last thing, i am a player of
the game.